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NaMe: Ryan Q.S.K
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D.O.B: 12 DeCeMbEr 1988
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sigh.. ytd almost fucking got into a fight la... nb.. nvm.. dun feel like toking abt it anyway... life's all messed up now.. it seems like i haven been doing anything to solve all my things.. firstly, i wanna get rid of the problem i have wif hafiz.. he hates me, but i'm going to juz tok things thru wif him la.. bcoz he dun understand some things... secondly, the getting into fight thing.. sigh.. can also sae is my fault la.. i realli tired of getting into tis kind of fucking trouble.. so from now on, i muz reconfigure my mask, and be someone tat doesnt speak its mind anymore.. i should act more introvert from now on...
come to think of it, i find myself too complex for ppl to understand.. coz i, myself dun even fully understand me ... and those who realli sae they understand me, are juz crap la... anyway.. its realli merely impossible for ppl to understand me la.. i still been acting all this yrs.. but i realise tat there are at least part of me tat is real la.. even though my whole fake character is made up of parts and pieces of other people but there are same parts tat are me.. but its like 1-3% of the real ppl is being showed to the ppl around me.
most part of the real me, has long been dead... i forgot wad is real happiness? how to really smile? wad i'm doing is juz to carter to ppls' need.. living dead body.. my onli hope is someone tat can revive my heart and let me taste love once again.. not tat i nv tasted love.. but its juz tat, most of my exs gave me love, but den, taking it and not giving out love.. tat is why it tasted plain. when i realli can taste love and feel joy for the first time in my life den i know.. u are the rite one for me..
i dunno why la.. but i realli will take things around me for granted.. and for all my exs, they are juz tools for me to get wad i wan out of them.. and i always suceed.. so wad are surprises? bcoz i decide on wad i wan and i achieved in getting it, so there are no surprises at all.. i mean even if i didnt ask someone to buy something for me, but they bought me something, i may pretend to b happy and touched or wadsoever, but deep inside, i will still take it for the sake of taking it even those it is suppose to b a surprise but my mind will think in the way, they are expected to do tat and stuff la.. so anyway.. i'm abit pissed wif everything.. need time alone.. so let me be...
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